why i put the title like that?yeah, cause nowadays i feel dat life is an angry birds game..

we must complete level before go to next level..

and the heart is beating when see the next level…

many different situation and difficulties, but it increase our adrenaline to try more and more with various strategies to drop the GREEN PIG in angry birds game:)

we don’t know what is the whole games and when its game over, but we feel excited when try to accomplished:)

soo….enjoy ur life like a game:) esp. angry birds…

angry birds game

5th march is very special date to me because its my birthday and also my wedding date…

yesterday was my wedding anniversary and my 27 th birthday…

many feelings dat i felt..

first i was so glad when my husband gave me a bunch of white roses  @12.00PM  and  a box of ice cream with candles on the top..

when i went to the office, my friends gave me a lot of greetings…

after that, when i came back home something happened beetween me and my husband..

if only we could turn back time and fix it..

huffth….

now i know that GOD love us with His own way..

manusia berusahan dan berencana, tetapi Allah yang menentukan akan menjadi seperti apa hidup kita…

like a quote in Negeri 5 Menara movie “BUKAN YANG PALING TAJAM YANG BISA MEMOTONG KAYU, TETAPI YANG PALING BERSUNGGUH-SUNGGUH YANG AKAN BERHASIL”

our wedding a year ago

after isya pray in our 1st wedding anniversary

Ya Allah…my pray in special date is give me A Biggest Spirit to have a baby and get scholarship…aamiin

alhamdulillah ya Allah telah memasuki tahun baru ini…kau berikan hadiah indah dengan lolosnya suamiku mendapat beasiswa ke austalia….hopefully i can follow u honey:)..selain itu aku jg bersyukur kami sudah pindah rumah kontrakan yang lebih dekat dengan kantor. it’s like heaven when in Jakarta, we can go to the office just 10-15 minutes..

Ya Tuhanku…..apapun yang terjadi nanti ke depannya, aku akan berusaha sungguh2 dalam orbitku…keputusannya nanti spt apa kuserahkan padamu, Zahirku…

i love You Gusti Allah SWT

dear diary…

today is 8 december 2011..it means that this year gonna be end and continue the new life in 2012..

-i have a task to finish before 20 dec in jogjakarta..wish it will complete soon..

-i should buy a new motorcycle too and have driving license..

-repair the roof and paint the fences

-live in a good circumstance as a wife

-always cook and pretty, hehehe:)

-study english to increase my score

-frequently make a baby

AMIN…

hatiku selembar daun melayang jatuh di rumput;
nanti dulu, biarkan aku sejenak terbaring di sini;
ada yang masih ingin kupandang, yang selama ini senantiasa luput;
sesaat adalah abadi sebelum kausapu tamanmu setiap pagi.

Perahu Kertas,
Kumpulan Sajak,
1982.

by : Sapardi Djoko Damono
hatiku selembar daun

God, is it a normal phase when I feel so tired with this condition?

i wanna scream at the beach..scream out loud!!

i wanna cry..cry…cry…in every pray..

no body could understand…

pain..hurt…

ya Allah, aku tau ini hanyalah ujianMu utk mengantarkanku naik kelas…

dan setiap sesudah kesulitan, pasti ada kemudahan….

tapi….ya Allah mengapa benar2 rasanya stuck..

I want to move from this hell situation:(Gusti mboten sare……

Half of life is luck; the other half is discipline – and that’s the important half, for without discipline you wouldn’t know what to do with luck.
-Carl Zuckmeyer-

dear my e-diary…

setelah perhelatan wedding yang cukup menyita waktu, tenaga, dan pikiran….i started to move in a new chapter, as a wife..

we have being married for 3 month with many joys, tears, and laughs…

and of course, we have many problems, but we’re promissed won’t get down…

i learned in a rush time, felt worried, lazy, and full of spirit time…

but now, i’ll give a space to myself, to get closer with my Lover, Allah SWT…

astaghfirullahal’adziim, subkhanallah, alkhamdulillah..

ya Allah, please bless us…

ameen

assalammualaikum…huffth…finally i started to write in my blog again…
when 2011 happened, it started with my wedding, and i graduated became a full civil servant..

in june, my hubby is going to get exams for scholarship..

and my planning in 2011 are :
1. have a baby
2. get a master scholarship
3. have a house in jakarta..

ya Allah please bless us..

amin..

Tombo Ati iku limo perkorone
Kaping pisan moco Qur’an lan maknane
Kaping pindo sholat wengi lakonono
Kaping telu wong kang sholeh kumpulono
Kaping papat kudu weteng ingkang luwe
Kaping limo dzikir wengi ingkang suwe

Salah sawijine sopo iso ngelakoni
Mugi-mugi Gusti Allah nyembadani

Obat Hati ada lima perkaranya
Yang pertama baca Qur’an dan maknanya
Yang kedua sholat malam dirikanlah
Yang ketiga berkumpullah dengan orang sholeh
Yang keempat perbanyaklah berpuasa
Yang kelima dzikir malam perbanyaklah

Salah satunya siapa bisa menjalani
Moga-moga Gusti Allah mencukupi

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